How is it possible for anyone to get plagued by so many disappointments in one day? Am I expecting too much? Do I look like an ATM machine? How can I be so fucking suay to get my flight push forward to 27th?
I don't wanna feel like I'm being made use of but I can't help it. It's as if having a job now increase my ATM machine appeal. And then I really wanna be understanding about the circumstances, that I should wait till there is a perfect week where nothing can go wrong when no one can say they can't make it. Yet really, when can that be? It's almost like impossible. I can't deny I feel let down. I do empathize other's circumstances but can anyone understand mine? As a cabin crew currently I only have 9 off days in Singapore. How many times do I have to go enjoy a night with my girls especially when everyone is so busy now? I'm sorry if I sound like one selfish bitch now, I know I sound like one now. But try being in my shoes for one moment.
So am I right to say this "sooner or later be forgotten"? I just.. just feel really miserable right now.
embraced the mystery
// 12:49 pm
