juz woke up.
and i'm in class now; biochem today.
my eyes were threatening to close down on me completely juz now.
yikes i hate to have numbness in my hands.
totally not focused today...gotta
start reading up for today's problem soon.
boooo no aircon for the ghui family!
installing new aircons; if we kept the old ones we would be spending waaaaay too much money.
everyone slept with the door open. almost.
becuz i er, went to my parents' room to sleep.
NOT tt i'm too chicken to sleep with the door open...
but erm, i watched "incredible tales" with my folks.
and the hall's rather dark...(my dad preferred to keep the staircase lights off -.-)
AND MY 2 DEAREST BROTHERS WERE NOT HOME! HMMPH!
tt leaves me the only one on 3rd floor...
oh as usual, my 2nd brother was being as irritating as possible, singing mostly-outta-tune at the same verse of the same song tt everyone was calling for him to shut up, lol.
oh and yep i got the book last sat!
brought it to sch ytd and today =D
and b4 i even got to 1/4 of the book, i went all the way to the back of it.
find out who died and who the half-blood prince is.
HAHA i'm a big spoiler to myself, juz can't resist the temptation.
BUT for the next book, ain't gonna do that no more.
as usual, i love the plot and everything; ron-and-hermione-romance (my fav) and other surprising romances.
oh and harry has developed an unexpected interest for someone.
pretty interesting, these romances that popped up.
i like ron-and-hermione one the best of all; super cute, hilarious and juz simply sweet.
goodness i was actually putting myself in hermione's position can.
and i would certainly react the way she did.
she juz wouldn't wanna admit her feelings and what she's done for ron.
as for ron, hmmm quite a prat at times. a jealous one as well, lol.
it's so obvious those 2 are made for each other.
even harry could tell.
juz gotta say though...
I HATE THE ENDING!:( sad and shocking i must say...
oh well gotta do work now b4 i get toasted in 3rd meeting..
embraced the mystery
// 11:51 am
Saturday, July 09, 2005
my family is important to me. my friends are important to me.
my
boyfriend is important to me as well.
i don't play around when it comes to relationship.
i don't abandon old for new.
i haven't change drastically; i'm still the same old me.
only difference is my mindset.
because i feel i can see things clearer than b4.
i used to think it's silly to be so close to boyfriend.
if next time break won't i be damn upset? (been there done that)
but to be very honest, it became clear to me that it all depends who u're with.
yes i may be too young to say this,
but damn am i really happy with the guy i'm with now.
friends are of course, always important to me.
currently it's juz the position of importance change.
but have i abandoned my friends?
have i not be there for them, trying my very best to advise them when they're down?
or did i simply juz ignore with the same replies of "dont be sad" and "okok"?
which certainly do not help at all?
the only thing tt i'm guilty of is not being there physically.
but if i have the heart and patience to advise and console, is this not enough to replace the missing physical prescence of me?
and do i get appreciated when i try to help?
i hope so...
juz because i always try to be there in any situations, doesn't mean i will be forever.
i do have my own life to keep track of.
i dare say that when one gets involve in a relationship,
it's impossible to spend as much time with friends like b4.
if majority of time still has to be spent with friends,
then what's the point of a relationship?
the only difference is the amount of time spent.
and this is
not abandonment.
i thought friends should understand...
but of coz, until they're in the position...
nothing changes me.
i
choose to change.
and that's only my mindset.
but i'm still happy.
i quote from ah san's blog:
true frens never complain that you haven't been around them lately or haven't been talking much to them... they'll just appreciate you calling and talking to them no matter how long after...i'm disappointed.
embraced the mystery
// 11:58 am
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
i dunno what is happening now.
gotta stay alert before i kena from them.
i'm enjoying my freedom and i hope it stays this way.
whatever it is, hope any conflicts are solved peacefully and well.
juz want the family to be happy and harmonious.
they are the people i need most in life and oh-so-precious to me.
i love them.
used to be so attached.
now i'm all detached.
and i don't feel upset or weird at all.
totally in my own little world.
-shrugs- i may have changed considering the fact i don't mind being loner.
(i've always been afraid of getting left out)
i lead my own life and i don't need to answer to anyone.
(erm of coz with the exception of my family)
embraced the mystery
// 11:26 pm
*jumps around excitedly
10 more days!!
hehe i've taken a pic of my nice purse.
i'm running outta clothes. but bleahs, running on a tight budget now! -.-
there's so many things i wanna buy!
i really gotta start doing on my pp proposal.
i'm beginning to love my zen micro more and more.
it looks so cute and small and nice.
and it's white, like my hp.
argh speaking of hp, i'm dying to get my dream fone!
but not out till 3rd quarter of this year, AND i ain't got enough dough.
at least tml's thurs then next day is FRIDAY!
wooo and there's "Lost" tml and "Fantastic Four" is released tml!
tsk i'm getting fatter day by day.
embraced the mystery
// 8:40 pm
Sunday, July 03, 2005
YES!!!
i bought a new purse yesterday! =D
it's a round one, with the "nightmare before christmas" character face, lol.
NICEEEEEEEE! and it's like only $8.90!
can't stop admiring it; i would juz take it out and look at it lah.
lately my mum's been doing the cooking sia. well, not everyday but when she cook, it would be mee siam(today), ayam buah keluak, chicken curry etc; those major dishes which my granny cooks best. can say she's doing well, all tasted almost like my granny's cooking, but my granny was like guiding her lah! lol =x and my mum's like complaining that there's so much work to do when cooking ayam buah keluak, tt she only wanna do that once a year! omg one time a year!? i can't live without it! X_x
went to nyp for training. ahhhhhh so awkward can! i feel stupid =( i mean, my actions, the way i run etc like very stupid sia, macam one clumsy elephant. but but but, i scored a goal during a game! =D happy, definitely lah but too bad tt shot is tyco. and as usual my stamina sucks. really gotta start running consistently (can lose weight oso cuz i've put on weight already!!)
and oh oh, i went to order 'harry potter and the half-blood prince' already! requested for the american edition which sadly, will be more expensive although the lady didn't state how much more. blahhhh hope it's the same price as the uk edition lah! hmmphh!
i love my new purse =D
embraced the mystery
// 10:04 pm