Woo came back from KL trip last nite. Enjoyed it a lot; lotsa fun although it's pretty tiring. Oh bought a cap too, love it lots.
We reached KL at 1 plus close to 2 in the morning. Hahah by that time most of us were sleeping soundly in the coach while the rest watched this malay movie "Pontianak". Almost didn't wanna wake up although it wuz frickin' cold! We stayed in a hostel which wuz ok yet kinda sucks at the same time =\ i shared a room with aisyah + fish + nurul + jasmine. The beds are rather cozy but the toilets...alamakz, no toilet paper + eerie atmosphere =_=lll lolz there were even cockroaches in other rooms! Lucky for us, our room wuz very fine...but no hot water and worse, eeeew there wuz a brief hanging at the back of the toilet door! =_=lll
We played against Malaysia's national team and they were whoa, really fast and agressive. We lost. Felt really bad abt it cuz i performed poorly; didnt block the blind spot and let in 2 goals, wuz practically confused and in a loss, sigh. Sorry about it ppl =/
Went for dinner and shopping at this mega mall which wuz by the way, HUGE! It's like a mini-orchard-road! But there wasn't much time to explore the place =( And that's where i bought my cap =D
Supposed to have another match the next day but guess it wuz cancelled. We played floorball among ourselves and so fun!! After that we checked out and blah blah blah, ate and all that stuff.
On the way back to Singapore, found out something which...k hafta admit, i wuz crushed, upset, down, whatever u wanna call it...but being the usual me, i shrugged it off, pretended that i wuz cool with it when i'm not. It's prolly the cue for me to stop my wishful thinking.
embraced the mystery
// 9:01 am
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Apparently i've got two different ones...=_=lll some are soooo not true...i'm neither neat nor hardworking nor intelligent nor sca...wait hang on, i am scary =D
S | Sappy |
H | Hardworking |
E | Easy |
R | Relaxing |
I | Intelligent |
L | Lucky |
Y | Young |
N | Noisy |
S | Scary |
H | Hilarious |
E | Extreme |
R | Refreshing |
I | Intense |
L | Lucky |
Y | Yum |
N | Neat |
Name Acronym GeneratorFrom
Go-Quiz.com
embraced the mystery
// 9:39 am
Monday, November 22, 2004
Hah as much as i guessed, nothing's been going well for me...my family's facing some problems...i'm a chicken when it comes to relationship stuff; not that anything will happen at all considering how tightly shut my lips are...sigh...i wish i can do something about this...thinking of getting one more job but...*shrugs* argghh life sucks...can't handle it...
embraced the mystery
// 11:49 pm
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Woo found this at an online forum...a singing clip by one of the users there...hee i saved it to my site so check this out and tell me what u think about it:
Click
[here]
embraced the mystery
// 11:22 pm
Saturday, November 20, 2004
Olinda Cho actually got the boot last nite! Like what the hell?! She's like 100000000000000000 times much much MUCH better than Slyvester Sim! Goodness...lucky him, he has lotsa girls voting for him! I mean, he's not even cute! In the beginning of this show, thought he's okok, not so bad...but he juz got worse after each week and he's actually in the Grand Finals?! Pfft! BUt what can i say, he's in...and i'm rooting for Taufik!! I'm prolly gonna get mud thrown in my face but i feel Sly would be a disgrace to Singapore if he wins the title and compete in World Idol. Yeah yeah alright i know i'm really harsh with my words but that's juz an honest opinion...not that my opinion matters. And i reckon, he should juz go on to do chinese pop which i think he's quite good in. *Shrugs* but anyway, GO TAUFIK!
embraced the mystery
// 9:21 pm
Feeling really tired...came back like 10 plus juz now...went to get my pay b4 it's too late...bought some accessories which i love to bits! And a pair of shoes too...spent a fortune today...haiz...
Er i dunno if it's juz me or wat...but i feel kinda distant from my frenz now...those whom i'm really close to that we can talk about anything under the sky aka sec sch frenz...kinda left out, sigh...There's gonna be a visit to our maths teacher's house next saturday. The downside is, i can't make it cuz i'll be in KL by then =\ won't have the chance to see mdm siti's twins in the flesh...only saw their pics in winnie's blog and omg they're soooooo adorable!
Something is seriously wrong with my emotions. I'm feeling so down although the conversation in irc is really cracking me up =\
embraced the mystery
// 1:29 am
Friday, November 19, 2004
Ermmmm i let my friend to play with my hair and ended up...getting my hair violated =_=lll
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embraced the mystery
// 2:10 pm
[Listening - "Secret Love"
by Jojo]
T_T my body is aching all over now. Been playing sports almost everyday this week. Tuesday wuz the girls' first training with Jill Quek. Heez enjoyed the training although it's tougher than b4. The next day wed we had a friendly with katong convent. Lost 5-3 to them. Good experience for all of us although we made mistakes like not communicating enough on court. But let's do our best alrighty?
And yesterday, some others plus our sci fac played for our class in this inter-class captain's ball competition. Woohoo damn fun! Haven't played captain ball or netball in a long long time; glad that i still have that bit of fire for it in me! =D We won the 1st match and lost the 2nd one =\ but doesn't matter lah; it wuz loads of fun and we did our best =D
Wow this song that i'm listening to totally describes my situation!
Just a friend
That's all I've ever been to you
Oh just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I ain't got much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that's not enough
For you to notice me
I'm just a girl
And I guess that's all I'll ever be to you
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But you don't know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn't even know
My secret love
embraced the mystery
// 11:36 am
Friday, November 12, 2004
Ok this muz be a record...first time i write so many entries in a day...feeling much better now...ermmmm cuz there's food...satay! my diet today is rather screwed up! i ate jap food in the late afternoon - lotsa sushi and chawanmushi *yummy* - and now, as i'm writing this, i'm eating satay. And dang, i didn't eat any fruit today; only drank fruit juice. Aiyo that drink stall cheat money sia, the juice so less one...expensive!
So to make up, i've decided to do these tml:
-floorball training in the morning
-swimming session in the late afternoon
It's time i get my nice healthy tan back =)
*crosses fingers*
embraced the mystery
// 10:10 pm
Feel like tearing now...they're so sweet together...and that moment when she went to hold his hand...sigh...
And then the obstacle - his ex gf - showed up...
embraced the mystery
// 9:55 pm
Great, to make me angrier, i found a cd which comes in a set that i borrowed from my friend for my brother to watch on the staircase.
DAMMIT!!! BLOODY STUPID IDIOTIC JERK!!! IRRESPONSIBLE!!! The cd set does NOT belong to me! And i wuz dumb enough to borrow for him to watch since he wuz away in camp! I can't stand this anymore...everything is going wrong for me on a day which i thought to be a happy one. And...
he doesn't seem to notice me one bit nowadays...i think all along it wuz wishful thinking on my part that he might like me after all...hah, how much sillier can i get? Hah, life sucks...hate it...no one gives a damn abt how i feel...
embraced the mystery
// 9:01 pm
Got happy for nothing today. Really pissed off about the whole matter. Wuz supposed to go shopping today with my mum and bro + his gf. They picked me up from school and we went to eat first. Then halfway while we're eating, my bro's gf wanna go home cuz she's sick. Ok that one i can understand. I thought that after my bro sent her home, 3 of us would continue with the plan and go shopping. But who knows, heard my
mother made a call to her friend and an appointment at 7. I wuz thinking "what the heck?!" and asked her if she has an appointment later on but she juz say "no lah"...after that, as much as i tried to hide, i wuz really unhappy even though we shopped briefly at zara; both of us bought a top each.
I became really angry at my mum. I mean, how could u go make an appointment with your friend when u told me that we would go shopping today?! I felt cheated...wuz really upset...How can u say one thing then do another?! U always say wanna go out with me since we haven't gone out in a long time and today wuz a good chance to, and now u come and give me this crap. Who is more important?! Your friend or daughter, me!?
Call me a spoilt brat if u want but i'm not. I hate it when people don't stick to what they say. Forget it, i'll go shopping myself tml; i don't wanna get disappointed anymore.
embraced the mystery
// 8:25 pm
Thursday, November 11, 2004
I am totally in awe of Beyonce Knowles!! Juz caught her concert on tv and whoa! Totally blew me away! She has both looks and talent, and totally rocks(Destiny's Child too)! One thing which i noticed about her is that, u know how she always gyrates and dances seductively at her concert? I reckon she's the only female singer who can do that without looking slutty and is still well-liked by many! She juz had a movie "Fighting Temptation" out. Really eager to watch it; hope it gets released here soon.
Hahah currently watching A Bug's Life...sooooooooooooooooo cute and funny!!! Esp that caterpillar, so fat and squishy! And that baby princess ant too! So short and chubby! Heez!
embraced the mystery
// 7:14 pm
Whoa i had a nightmare! How it ended wuz really funnily weird. I opened my eyes and sorta shouted out "wah!" when my mum opened the door. And she wuz like, what happen? Juz muttered that i had a nightmare and heard her said that i've been mumbling in my sleep...hmmmm...=/
Anyway the dream is so freaky! There were Chucky(from Child's Play) and this really creepily innocent-looking doll which i carried...and all of us(hahah included Harry Potter characters!) were at this hotel. No matter how i tried to lock the gate to my room, somehow it always opened, sorta like the hotel's haunted liddat. Then to make things scarier, it seems that Chucky wanna reunite with my doll! When they reunited, that's when i woke up with a shout.
The setting in the dream wuz really familiar, like i'd dreamt of being in that place b4. And the idea that we couldn't escape from the place at all makes it worse. *shivers*
embraced the mystery
// 11:06 am
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
[Listening - "Sugar Rush"
by A*Teens]
Heez everytime i listen to this song, dunno why but juz makes me feel...nice and fluffy? Hahah...although i'll feel miserable all over again once reality catches up with me =\ bleahz...and i'm getting this pain at one side of my head that is argh, bothering me like hell! It feels as if my head's about to split or somethin...and oh yeah, i've changed the midi...to a really nice piece from ffx...
Omg i know who won America's Next Top Model! She is......*spoiler* Yoanna! Not that i don't like her, but i thought Mercedes and Shandi are really good...the two ended up 1st and 2nd place respectively...
Oh great the song has juz changed to "Fixing a Broken Heart"...=_="
embraced the mystery
// 3:20 pm
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
[Listening - "Somewhere Over The Rainbow"
by Kimberley Locke]
For some reason, feeling really miserable today(No, not becuz of the new diet =P)...nothing seem to be going right for me =( First, I don't understand a hoot about today's topic for enterprise module. Wuz practically like a fool; didn't contribute anything. I'm so gonna get downgrade for this...ack, then when i wanna put my bag to the floor, accidentally spilled everything out =_=lll how bad can my day get?
ARGHHH! Juz as i'm writing this entry, the fac called me to ans a qn. I think he knows that I didn't do anything at all cuz I couldn't ans at all. Not that i care anymore; i'm so lost now, not focused anymore, thoughts running all over the place. Sigh...To add on, i don't know if this is considered a good or bad thing, i did something unbelieveable; i told one more person abt my secret! Sigh, not myself today...
embraced the mystery
// 3:20 pm
[Listening - "If I Ain't Got You"
by Alicia Keys]
We met our new floorball coach last nite and whoa, she is none other than Jill Quek! Dang she's so damn cool, funny...although can tell she's very strict too! Firstly, we watched some videos, after which she talked about the rules she's laying down and her expections. Introduced ourselves to her; state our name, age, fav food(hoho we found out what wuz the intention behind this later on!) and why we joined floorball.
As mentioned, she's gonna control our diet and wants us to record down what we eat everyday starting from today! Apparently, our diet does affect our performance on court and...ermmm yeah...anyone who knows me well will know that i'm a FOOD FREAK! This means no more kfc, snickers and other junk food for me X-( to add on, gotta eat fruit b4 each meal, eat greens(the onli one i love is sambal kangkong =_=) and NO SOFT DRINKS!!! Ermmm actually can lah, but only indulge once a week onli! Dunno how i'm gonna survive...but i'm sooo gonne stick strictly to the diet! Can cut fat more effectively! XD
Can tell that future training sessions are gonna be really tough but hell, i'm more than determined to persevere on. I mean, i've been a flop in many areas already; giving up halfway on piano and netball. I really don't want floorball to be one of them. Def not tkd too so think i'm gonna hafta switch my tkd training to either on Wednesday or Friday then...hmmmmz...wish me luck...gonna need lotsa it for everything...sigh..
embraced the mystery
// 2:53 pm
Friday, November 05, 2004
[Listening - "From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart"
by Britney Spears]
For some reason, the bottom half of my blog html juz went poof! Bleahz hafta redo some parts of the html since i didn't save the edited version at all!! Forgot what i wrote in some parts and that sucks! >.<
Omg did anyone watch Singapore Idol last nite? Oli wuz sooooo good as usual of coz! And whoa, Taufik is fab! I reckon that Oli and Taufik will be the final two remaining! Hmmmm for the rest, i feel that Leandra didn't sound as good as she did in her first audition in which she did this jazz number. Daphne wuz sweet and cute but ermmm, not good enough. And goodness me, even though he is actually my future sis-in-law's fren...*imitates Simon Cowell* Sly wuz absolutely ghastly! Who the heck would do that Justin Timberlake number in a SINGING COMPETITION?! I think Simon Cowell would faint upon hearing about this. Hmmmm he's actually not bad lah but he onli got through all thanks to hordes of teenage girl fans. Don't think that alone would be enough to keep him in the competition though. I mean, look at Christopher Lee; lotsa teenage girls are like nuts abt him but in the end, he still got kicked out. *shrugs*
Wuz totally elated last nite! When i got home, i hugged my gran tightly and squealed "i'm so happy!". She thought i wuz nuts, hahahz. I joked with her, sayin that "I'm getting married next week"! Hahahz couldn't stop laughing! =) my granny is sucha good sport!
Trying to keep a tight budget now...have been spending waaaaaaay too much money nowadays...tsk tsk...
embraced the mystery
// 10:07 am
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
[Listening - "The Hardest Thing"
by 98 Degrees]
Hmmmmmmmmmz i hate VB lessons...so darn boring...and whatever the teacher is tryin to say, ain't understanding nothing at all...sigh life sucks...all i do everyday is go school, go home, watch tv, eat, surf the net then snooze...what kinda life is that?! so damn slack...can't stand it...my future is so gonna go down the drain since i'm like not learning anything at all...
I hope this doesnt happen to me...sigh...but it's sucha nice song...
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you
this is prolly how i am now...pretending that i don't like him...
embraced the mystery
// 10:51 am