[Listening - "Angels Or Devils"
by Dishwalla]
Feelin a lil' under the weather today and it's all thanks to my mum! My dad left for France last nite so i went to sleep in their room with my mum. It happened at around 6 plus in the morning; wuz dreaming of something like a scene out of The Grudge!! except it wasn't SMG lah, lolz. And suddenly, i felt so darn cold, totally freezing. Woke up, thought i kicked the comforter to the floor as usual so i tried to look for it in the dark. Then it slowly dawned on me that......my mum pulled the whole comforter to her side =_=lll I woke her, saying(i feel like laughing when i think back on what i said), "Mum...mum arh, can i have some comforter? Mum?" Lolz, hilarious man when she got up with a jolt and kept apologising.
I learnt cashing at work yesterday!!! Really glad yet kan chiong; my hands were practically shaking! It wuz really fun despite me being really slow; but fortunately, my manager reassured me that i don't have to be so fast since i'm new at this. Hahah!! Sense of achievement for me cuz i learn something new! XD
As mentioned above, my dad left for France last nite. Went to see him off with my mum and oldest brother; my other brother could've come along too but he wuz running a temperature and didn't return to camp, and it wuz best that he stayed at home. Woohoo we had so much fun at the airport! We chatted really animatedly(yes, unbelieveable right), many times with me asking lotsa questions esp abt the different ranks of SIA stewardess after seeing
3 different colours of uniforms! Lolz and i'm considering trying out being an air stewardess! Bwahahahah!! OK STOP, DON'T SAY ANYTHING ABT THAT! =P I thought the uniform which is a sarong kebaya is really nice except the prints are really ugly =x My dad said that the print is designed by a French...but i still think it's ugly =P And goodness gracious me, the amount of makeup they put on is so darn thick!! >.< can't imagine myself like that...what's more, my bro said that the way i walk is NOWHERE near graceful =_=lll ahh i mean, how the heck is one supposed to walk properly on high-heel sandals? Bleahz whatever!
The day would be really pleasant if not for a customer at work and some people at the airport.
>>At work<< This customer came in and approached my colleague, asking her if she could exchange her earrings for another item cuz she didn't like her earrings. Apparently, it wuz a gift from her friend! Dammit if i were her friend, i'll never give her prezzies anymore. But the point is, our company policy states that after a purchase, items are non-exchangeable and non-refundable. Furthermore, they're earrings which is even more sensitive. She reckoned that we check the earrings cuz she insisted she didn't wear it at all. After my colleauge explained to her, she still refused to budge! And she approached me instead. I told her the same thing which led her wanting us to call our manager!!! T_T we were soooo darn pissed off becuz even after my manager said that it's not possible, she still REFUSED to budge! Damn biatch, bleahz! I hate this sorta ppl the most. They think that they can always get their way. Sigh, ups and downs of retail...
>>At the airport<< Really infuriates me when i think back about it. We were walking to this perfume shop when my bro stumbled upon a little girl. We clearly said SORRY and yet, one of the women(reckon it's her mum) asked her if my bro apologised, AND THE GIRL ACTUALLY SHOOK HER HEAD!!! I know i shouldn't be so pissed off cuz she is after all onli juz a lil girl. But how can she juz lie like that?! This onli shows how poor her upbringing is. What's more, those women seemed like they don't wanna let it go; commented loudly that my bro "didn't apologise when he tripped over her"! Like wtf?! And the best part is, how my brother even knock into her is becuz she wuz playing and went into his path!!! Stupid ppl...spoil our mood onli...
Ugly sides of Singaporeans(although i am at times which i'm terribly ashamed of)...what's the use of courtesy campaigns and all that stuff? Does it have any use at all? NO WAY cuz apparently there are people who juz don't learn at all. Bleahz, talking more abt this onli upset me further. At least there's something to keep me happy abt: i bought a book "I Don't Mean To be Rude, But..." by Simon Cowell!
embraced the mystery
// 8:36 am
Saturday, October 23, 2004
[Listening - "Anywhere For You"
by Backstreet Boys]
YAY!!! I'VE GOT HARRY POTTER AND THE PRISONER OF AZKABAN DVD!!! WEEEEE~!!!! *jumps around excitedly* My dad got my cousin-in-law to buy it for us!!! This means i can watch the dvd over and over again till i'm sick of it, although i doubt that's impossible! We also got The Day After Tomorrow and LOTR: Return Of The King!!! Watched HP3 dvd briefly juz now; quality is really good but too bad...Ack whatever, i'm still determined to buy all 3 Harry Potter dvds even if they cost me a bomb; there are many extra special features in them. The word is s-a-v-e.
WOOOHOOO!!!
embraced the mystery
// 11:54 pm
[Listening - "Never Felt Like This Before"
by Shaznay Lewis]
I LOVE FAIRYTALES ESP CINDERELLA!!! *huge grinz* Juz finished watching A Cinderella Story on vcd and it's great! Although Hilary Duff's acting is like boo and the plot is really cliché, but oh who cares! Lolz =D chad michael murray is sooooooo good-looking! Hahahah =P And b4 watching this movie, watched Freaky Friday and wooooo i wanna learn to play the guitar too! Coolios!! =D U ppl should go dl its ost; the songs in there are fab esp "Ultimate", "Take Me Away" and "What I Like About You". And bwahahahah i have them! =D
Sigh, although there are so many crappy ones, dontcha juz love teen movies? Makes you feel young all over again......*dreams~~~* ok wait, i
am a teenager...bwahahahah(k lah not funny lah)! Realise that things i love carry lots of influence on me(haha i fantasize a lot!)...to add on, life is so boring; everyday is the same routine all over again. School is sucha drag too. And to make matters worse, floorball training has been stopped for 2 weeks! sigh...can't help but wish for something exciting and different to happen to me...
Unforeseen circumstances and bad weather = no swimming today. Bleahz was looking forward to it so much...but nvm, there's always a next time! So gL, we date next sat ok? Heez =D
embraced the mystery
// 5:46 pm
Friday, October 22, 2004
[Watching - The Champion]
Woohooo tried out being a goalie juz now during a short impromptu training-of-sort. Goodness gracious me, i finally understand how it feels to be one! My knees hurt quite a bit; didn't wear any guards...also partly due to a bruise on my left knee which wuz caused by...ermmm apparently i wuz so clumsy that i fell down while walking up the stairs! >.< er let's not drift off now shall we? =x Well anyway, it wuz FUN and exciting! It really tests one's reflexes, how fast one is. But...ouch ouch ouch, leg a bit pain lah; dunno how to kneel properly and my hands hurt so much from blocking balls! What's more, i got hit near the eye by dino-lynn! Bwahahaha but nvm lah, i didn't mind one bit. It's really a good experience *thumbs-up*
Oh b4 i forget, if u can't view some words on the blog, like there's some strange symbols, go to the window menu click "view", then go to "encoding", followed by "unicode" then voila, there u go!
Weeeeeeee~ really happy now! Going swimming tml! Wahahah it's been a long time since i last swam. Miss swimming so much. What's more with that new show The Champion, somemore got handsome guys and pretty girls, wah lau like torturing me liddat sia, lolz. Note to self: MUZ CUT FAT!!!
DON'T LAUGH! NOT FUNNY!
embraced the mystery
// 10:08 pm
Thursday, October 21, 2004
[Watching - Twilight Zone The Movie]
It's been a rollercoaster ride for me during the last few days. My brother came back from army(yay!) and oh boy, so tan and botak! Hahah what's more, i saw him the moment i woke up last saturday(he shook me awake from dreamland!) =_=" u can imagine the horror i felt at that time, lolz =X But well, hafta say that it's good to see him again. And the stories he told us abt the life in army are simply hilarious!
Well, he's coming back in a day or two =D But my dad will be leaving for...either france or canada(can't remember =X) this coming sunday for 3 weeks due to work commitment. Sigh...ok lah i admit i do find my dad extremely naggy, like a radio that never stops playing...and he can be really unreasonable at times...but he's still my father and i know that he nags for my own good...*shrugs* =\ Bleahz blur me; all along i thought he hafta be at the airport early in the morning but later found out that ermmm, it's actually at night instead =X
Went for floorball meeting today...discussion is about the KL trip, the jerseys, floorball league and etc. Wuz really excited about the trip cuz this is like a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for us to go as a
team to play in friendlies with Malaysian schools. It could also be a really good bonding session; like what they say, gain exposure and experience. And my parents allow me to go!! Yay! But unfortunately, the response isn't very good at all which might cost us the trip. Felt really down and disappointed...i mean, ok it's totally understandable if the parents do not allow...and also i really understand if some have problems with coming up with the money...but money can be saved...and besides, the sum is rather reasonable, considering that it includes accommodation, food and transportation. Aiyah dunno lah...
*sigh* realise i'm really into floorball now. Not that it's a bad thing...although it is to the extent that i'm kinda neglecting taekwondo. My dad told me that i gotta make a choice; I'm always rushing between fb and tkd on mondays. My dad reckons it's really tiring but ermmmm, being the stubborn me, i refused to admit, insisting that I can deal with it when the truth is, i feel really wear out. To add on, i haven't been sleeping early ever since 2nd school term started. Couldn't concentrate in class at all; would either be drifting off in my own thoughts or dozing off. So afraid that my grades would slip. Don't know what can spur me anymore...
embraced the mystery
// 11:31 pm
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Juz came home from tkd training not long...watching America's Next Top Model...and dammit i so wanna punch someone's face now!! All becuz of my brother; stupid jerk *rants* he is so damn bloody rude. Who does he think he is?! He can't even open the damn door to talk to me. When i finally got into his room, he won't even bother to look at me when we talked. Like wtf?! What's more, i was talkin to him POLITELY, asking when he'll finish using the lappie. Dammit! And he juz mumbled stuff and all, then asked me to get out of his room. So damn bloody rude! Always he would say that I talk to him rudely. Now look who's talking. Dumb bitch he is!!! I'm sooooooooooooooo angry now!!!
No matter how i try to avoid, there would be occasions when he would treat me like dirt and shout at me when i talk to him nicely, or wanna ask him something. Damn him. Juz becuz he's in a bad mood doesn't give him the right to treat me like that. I'm his damn sister, not enemy! Am I really that an eyesore to him? Why is it he can't treat me well all the time (ok maybe not all the time) like how my 2nd brother does? I really feel hurt no matter how much i rant at him. Now i really miss my 2nd bro a lot...i wish the day for him to come home from camp to come asap...at least he doesn't have PMS all the time like
some people...
embraced the mystery
// 2:11 pm
Friday, October 01, 2004
Watching the OC while typing this entry (how stupid can Marissa get?! She juz don't wanna believe Ryan & Luke that Oliver has been lying all the time!)......hmmmm few things to update...my 2nd brother wuz enlisted into the army today...can't say that i don't feel sad...after all, i'm closer to him than to the other brother...haha kinda funny when i think abt last nite when we had a family dinner at the restaurant...my mum cried after the first dish wuz served! And this afternoon, after going around the island (where the training is held) briefly, and after lunch, it's time for us to leave...and whoa, my bro's girlfriend suddenly hugged him and cried!! Although she did cry in the car...hahah guessed they juz can't bear to part with him...plus, my brother is rather skinny...which adds on to their worries; they're afraid he might not be able to take it...but well, this is a process whereby all guys hafta go through and to be able to serve the country is an honour...(whoa i'm sounding patriotic all of a sudden!) oh well, what i'm eager abt now is to see how he looks with a crew cut, now that his long locks have been *snip snip snip*!! Hahah!! =P
Lolz sorta got distracted by the TV that i almost forgot that i'm writing an entry
Woohoo i'm rather eager to learn dance! Esp hip-hop dance! Reckon Jessica Alba danced like WHOA in "Honey"! And BoA too! Managed to download this video which teaches u the dance steps to "Valenti" which is the song i'm listening to now! But first...think i should lose some weight first =P
Sigh i'm feelin kinda lost right now...and sadness too...partly cuz i know i miss my bro...and partly also becuz of this guy whom i have a crush on; although i reckon it's more than an infatuation (ermmm shan't reveal any more info =P). Also, i dunno why...but the movie "Titanic" seems to affect me a lot...don't ask me why...i juz feel so sad when i watch that movie...the tragic ending; some ppl actually stayed onboard, not afraid of death and juz...perish together with the Titanic...and that scene when Jack didnt respond when Rose called and shook him...sigh i could even cry juz by listening to "My Heart Will Go On" which has the movie dialogue in it...It sorta, i dunno...it gives me mixed feelings and thoughts abt many many different things! Hahah guess i'm really super-duper complicated inside...that sometimes I really don't understand myself =_=" does that makes sense? Hmmm...but at least my heart is not that hard although i hate to cry in front of frenz/public...
Well, as u can see, my blog isn't designed yet...kinda lazy to do all the work now...shall leave it till i have the mood...but i'l still update...heeex~! Think i should update the other diary too....been neglecting it for so long......aiyo why i so lazy?!? How!? =_="
embraced the mystery
// 4:26 pm