I told myself I won't care so much, since it's no longer my business once graduated. Even so, I still stay behind as a friend, hoping to guide or even serve as a nagging reminder. And all these for? I'm simply just concerned. I won't even give a fuck if I'm not concerned. And what I get? See lah Sher, backside itchy somemore lah, your opinion has never been valued so why say so much?
On the other hand my stars are just not compatible with you lah ok, everytime talk so nicely to you in the end I kena some eff-ed up attitude tone back. Like what the hell have I done to deserve it? And there's the claim that I always start the trouble first. Yeah right, look who's talking.
AH WHATEVER LAH I'LL BE GONE FOR 6 WEEKS SOON ANYWAY. U CAN ALL REJOICE AND THANK YOUR PRAYERS THAT PEACE IS COMING YOUR WAY!! I'm only just a stupid friend after all.
embraced the mystery
// 12:17 am
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Next Sunday will be the day I fly off to Japan for 6 weeks. That is, if I pass the tests and evaluations in Singapore. Right now, I can say, I'm not at all willing to go. It's 6 weeks, not 6 days. I can't bear to leave my home and my beloved ones behind. Not my family. Not you. Not my friends. Not Yogi too! The thought of it simply sucks and makes me cry all the time. Sigh. Off to bed now.
I miss everyone :(
embraced the mystery
// 12:21 am
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Had my fringe cut. Now I have bangs. BUT! It's super uneven lor. one side fuller than the other side. What to do, it costs only 5 bucks. Ah well planning to go next weekend with Nic to get edit it lol. Melrose is so stupid la. She was asked to box joyfully and what she did was STUPID!
No matter what, I'm always just a click away (:
embraced the mystery
// 11:46 pm
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Farking bored now. Instead of studying and doing notes. Swimming was great just now! Dived into the pool twice and tmd it was so high can!? I need to get pimple cream hmmm. MY GOODNESS this container was like exploded (no fire la) and this couple on Fear Factor just burst out of the box like that. Like WAH! It was nice to catch up with Duck and Joreen aka Ah Mi. LOL what a name. I'm so far behind in regards to gossips la. And farking hell my tagboard is inaccessible again.
Come home soon. I miss eating Seoul Garden with you.
embraced the mystery
// 8:14 pm
Now that I've moved on to another chapter of my life, I can't help but miss the old times I had. Floorball, that is. Was looking through the POL-ITE pictures and videos, and realised how much I miss those times. The fun, the competitions, the friendlies, the trainings, hard work... Just everything. And it saddens me to know that I'm no longer part of that team where it all started. No longer able to have the time to train at a club, no longer able to play floorball as freely like I used to. The last training I went, my parents never knew. It's depressing that I've dropped so much; slow in reacting and speed, I can't even defend or attack decently now. 2 months... this is what 2 months can do. I still harbour the hope of joining a proper club, but considering how inconsistent my attendance could be due to the nature of my job, which club is even gonna take me in?
I'm going gaga over Gucci stuff. Love the bags and wallets. Blah, wait till after I come back from Japan bah... That is, if I successfully cleared the Singapore tests. Stress. Thankfully meeting Miss Ng tomorrow for a swim in school. I need to relax and rest. A lot. This job is not as easy as it looks man.
embraced the mystery
// 2:32 am