I'll get benched.
That's my prediction for next week's match against NTU. If i commit the same mistakes i made today.
We lost to SMU; 9-1.
Got scolded by jill a few times:
-wasn't in position
-wasn't listening to her; was watching the match instead
-wasn't aggressive enough; got called "gu niang" by her
-commit
I forgot what she said but it was something like, "(mentions mistake) again, i'll hafta bench u." Then she ask, "U want to play rite?" which i nodded to. Haha she asked me a few times "why u look so stressed?" and i lightened up a little.
Other mistakes which i felt i made was not covering the blindside, didn't communicate well with my line, etc.
How i felt during the match? Extremely stressed(yes i was - refer to above). How i felt during AND after the match? Really terrible. Esp after getting scolded. Hafta admit i really felt like crying, sigh. I think i suck; i am a certified frickin' lousy player.
Ack and jill told us sonia was on the verge of tears becuz of us; we didn't apply what we learnt and such. Sigh.
Highlights of the match:
-Yanzi so poor thing sia. Injured her knee and gotta stop the game for a while. And juz when she thought she was feeling better, so suay the metal pole fell on her leg, then was sent to the hospital. Rest well okies :)
-Lucky there's janelle around who took over her position as the goalie; she was a national soccer keeper. Gotta say she is really good, considering this is her first time playing a floorball goalie without any practice.
-Nurul scored a goal in the last period!!! Good job girl!
Felt better after talking to those who were there while we were on our way to TM. Mood was lifted up after some encouragement. Thanks ppl :) *hugs*
embraced the mystery
// 1:05 am
Saturday, January 08, 2005
Bleh i wanted to write about my day but decided not to cuz it's gonna be really long - i'm gonna complain about unreasonable and rude customers again - and i gotta have an early nite today; get enough rest for tml. Oh i changed my blog song...hahah yeah again! :p
28 mins to the next day. Tml will be the day. Our very first league. Our very first match. With SMU. Quoting from janelle's email:
It's my pride I protect on the court and my team which I sweat, bruised and bleed for in the game. I am a sportswoman, and I want to be a good one. I must make my opponents fear me, and not the other way round. They may not fear my skills, but they shall fear me as an opponent. Demanding respect from the opponent is more important than winning the game...
embraced the mystery
// 11:32 pm
Gasp! I think i've found my dream phone! No more dreaming of n7610 or n7260! NOKIA 3230!! It's so power! Check it out
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embraced the mystery
// 1:31 am
Had dinner with my family(minus my 2nd bro who's in camp) and my other bro's ahem, future-in-laws. Ate at this cozy Peranakan restaurant; haha the cuisine is juz like what i eat at home :p
Sigh was supposed to get our new jersey t-shirt today. Waited really long till 6 plus. But didn't get it cuz i gotta rush back home to meet my gran and bro who's gonna send us there. My parents were super duper late lor! 1 hour lah! And how ironic it is, that they always nag at me to plan my time properly :p
Got really pissed off juz now chatting with a friend. I know he prolly doesn't mean what he said but he sounded really really sarcastic; it's like he's looking down on the RP Adroits and i couldn't take this lying down anymore. Hah i rarely get really angry with frenz. But anyway, he explained that he didn't mean what he said, and that he doesn't despise us at all.
Ack well, juz wanna tell all the detractors out there: Look down on us? Think we're pushovers? Laugh at us when we say we have a match with other teams? All becuz most results we bring back are losing ones? Who are u ppl to judge us anyway? Yes, we might be weak and inexperienced since we're so new but what do u think we're training so hard for?? What do u think we play friendly matches with other teams and schools for? We aren't being shameless or cocky or whatever; we wanna improve and gain experience. Get that in your thick skulls.
Well, i'm glad that we don't allow ppl's words get to us so easily...although i did -points above- =x And i'm really glad janelle sent out that email to us; it's really encouraging. Thanks a million! :)
RP ADROITS - Be fierce. Be tough. Make them jellos.
We're gonna go into the court like warriors.
Sticks and stones may break our bones, but your words will never.
embraced the mystery
// 12:53 am
Friday, January 07, 2005
JOEY GOT HIT ON THE NOSE YESTERDAY DURING TRAINING!
Bwahahahah this is for my dearest "neighbour" aka fellow team mate aka joey aka ah san! *coughangelacough* :p
Had a friendly with KC again yesterday; score was 3-3 i think; haha this time top scorer is yan. KC wasn't in full strength so one of our lines played for them. Ack was confused and played badly. Hmmmm cross my fingers that i won't make mistakes this sunday. If i do, scream at me.
Kays i've watched Seed Of Chucky and it still has the horror-shock element of coz but it's really really funny. And believe it or not, the voice of the seed of Chucky and Tiffany aka Glen/Glenda belongs to Lord of the Ring's Billy Boyd, better known as Pippin the hobbit. I still wanna Meet The Fockers man...
Resolutions for 2005:
1> CUT FAT (lolz)
2> Concentrate in class -> Good grades
3> Keep my room tidy all the time
4> Work hard to improve in floorball
5> Learn to play other songs on piano
6> Treat everyone around me better
7> Not to argue with my brothers too much
8> GET A NEW IMAGE (bwahahha this one is anyhow only)
9> Sleep early everyday (if i don't, later the zookeeper come catch me lah)
10> Fulfil at least one of it (learn from joey :p)
Oooo i juz love listening to My Boo, so nice! Oh and nickee juz pasted to me a link which i really really really really reeeeeaaaaaallllllly wanna share with u guys. Click
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embraced the mystery
// 10:33 am
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Am listening to Class95 now...they were talking about girls having short short hair. Some dude wrote to the newspaper, classifying girls with short hair as butches. Stupid ridiculous narrow-minded guy. Then there's this other guy who called in to give his view. He said that girls who cut short short hair will turn butch later on like WHAT RUBBISH seh! My my, and i thought people nowadays are smarter than that. How can u judge a girl's sexuality by the length of her hair?! If liddat, i go cut short hair lah, then if got ppl call me a butch, i'll bloody kick their faces.
First thing when i went to my mum's room, she told me my gran went to the hospital cuz she complained of chest pains. Hope she's fine. Sigh when i was in the car juz now, recalled back in 2003 when she was admitted to hospital; got a slight stroke due to some clot thing. Hah i was studying outside when this happened...aiyah the only thing i want for my family is good health and long life. Bleahz my gran always say she wanna go "home"...i will reply that i want her to live very very long, muz see all 3 of us get married and have children...
Ack blabbering. Brrrrrr the class is so cold. And i'm so hungry. And i wanna play floorball. Aiyo speaking of floorball, my dad scolded me for putting so much time in it, always coming home late and all. Aiyah still threatened that if my results are not good, he'll break my stick =_=
4 more days to league...
embraced the mystery
// 8:58 am
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
WAH LAU EH!!! MY CLASSMATES ARE BEHIND THE ACT!!! THEY HID MY DVDS FROM ME!!! MAKE ME SAD AND WORRIED FOR NOTHING!!! ARGGGHHHHHHH!!!
Hahaha but muz thank them lots for keeping the dvds for me
Woo i'm gonna change the blog song for a while...juz wanna let u guys hear the wonderful songs from Sister Act 2
embraced the mystery
// 2:35 pm
I'm so gonna cry like hell now...
Can my day get any worse?
I actually forgot to bring home my ffx and ffx-2 dvds...
They were in a paper bag...
Left it in the class...
So far no one saw it...
-bangs head on wall-
And those are like one of my most treasured possessions...
Someone shoot me...
embraced the mystery
// 12:04 am
Monday, January 03, 2005
I need help.
Anyone who's kind enough to teach me basic sci?
Ack
embraced the mystery
// 2:28 pm
Booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo it's so boooooorrrrrriiiinnnnngggggg!!!
Ack first day of school is basic science; what a
wonderful start! Argh can't stand it. I'm hungry and tired. Couldn't get to sleep till 4am! And now as much as i'm tryin to concentrate in class, i can't...my attention kept drifting away from work......sigh :(
embraced the mystery
// 9:38 am
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Ack damn...was massaging my scalp while washing hair...AIYO PAIN SIA! One spot on my head hurts like hell and it's all NO THANKS to some idiot who elbowed me on the head when i was struggling my way to the mrt station 2 days ago at orchard.
Woo tml's a new school term...ack not looking forward to it at all...sadly it seems that the only thing that's drawing me to school is floorball...and the league is only next sunday! Feelin' really scared and nervous abt it but at the same time, excited! Guess everyone's feeling like that now huh? Hahahz...oh well, we've worked so hard for it so let's not put that hard work to naught eh? :)
Boo one of my new year resolution? Work hard and play hard: gotta buck up in studies...which means, no more frequent lunches in town! Heez won't spend much money this way too...
Gonna watch Ocean's 11 soon! XD
Oh freak, i haven't tidy up my room AND (contents of)my laptop =_= and there's something wrong with the bloody laptop, can't delete those "Cool Stuff", "Travel" etc from the Favourites!! Ack irritating...Juz great...
embraced the mystery
// 6:52 pm
Oooo was watching Pleasantville on tv juz now! And oh my, it's super siaoness, super nice and super refreshing. Some parts totally cracked me up! If u ever chance upon that movie, watch it!
Hehe watched 3 movies at a go, now onto my fourth, Pet Sematary Two.
-Sister Act 2: Back In the Habit-
Ahhhhhhh! I lurrrvvve this movie! One of my all-time favourite! The singing is like WHOA! The cast was really young at that time; people like Lauryn Hill who acted as Rita Watson and the girl with the classic oldie voice who dunno how to sing Mary Had A Little Lamb, were only 18 at that time! And the dude who could hit those high notes was only 15! Goodedness me, i would kill to sing like them! Hehe got my dearest good fren to dl for me the songs from the movie =D heez sucha big fan of movies like this. Oh School Of Rock is a good one too!
Hohoho recorded Sister Act 2 even though i was watching it. Now i have something to watch over and over again! XD
Ooo some quotes from Pleasantville:
David: Fire! Fire! Fire! Fire!... Cat?
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David: I know you miss her, I mean, you told me you did. But maybe it's not just the cooking or the cleaning you miss. Maybe it's something else. Maybe you can't even describe it. Maybe you only know it when it's gone. Maybe it's like there's whole piece of you that's missing too. Look at her, dad. Doesn't she look pretty like that? Doesn't she look just as beautiful as the first time you met her? Do you really want her back the way she was? Doesn't she just look wonderful? Now don't you wish you could tell her that?
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Jennifer: Can I ask you a question?
David: Sure.
Jennifer: How come I'm still in black and white?
David: What?
Jennifer: I've had ten times as much sex as the rest of these girls, and I still look like this. I mean, they spend an hour in the back seat of some car and all the sudden they're in Technicolor?
David: I don't know. Maybe it's not just the sex.
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Jennifer: HELLO! I've got like three pounds of underwear on here!
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embraced the mystery
// 1:48 am
Saturday, January 01, 2005
Hah was supposed to write an entry this morning...Yes this morning; i reached home at 3 XP Well firstly, went to meet fish + yanzi + joey + yati + nic at Little India MRT station, then proceeded to KK Hospital to pick Sonia up from her work attachment. Ermmm was late for like half an hour but hey, she's off work at 9 wot =P
Wanted to dine at Fish & Co. in Novena Square but &%$#@*! it was frickin' expensive! To make matters worst, everywhere is closing when it's only 9 plus! ARgh! Decided on Swensens at Crown Prince Hotel which is, thank goodness, 24 hours. Downside was, we waited over an hour in queue for seats. Hahah played those riddle games that got us all laughing like mad to pass time. Oh jill and her friend joined us for dinner too but they left earlier.
Ermmmmz gotta agree with the rest that there's this barrier between jill and ourselves. It's like, we aren't really ourselves when we're with her; it's like hanging out with your teacher. But don't get me wrong, we do like her and she's really nice. Reckon it's prolly age gap? Hmmmmz...
Ate curry chicken baked rice and it was so spicy! Drank so much water till there's no more room for ice cream. Left first so i could catch the last train which is at 1am. AARRGGGHHH!!! And damn am i pissed off about what happened to me on the way to the station. Got
sprayed at on my way there. Called nic and was practically cursing while talking to her. Bloody hell then i got sprayed in my face by those stupid bangalahs! So frustrated that i shouted "FUCK LAH!" and glared at them. Those assholes juz laughed. Bloody hell they think it's so fucking funny to spray at people izzit!? So what if it's the new year?! That doesn't give them the fucking right to do that! Don't they stop to think that there are other people who don't wanna get sprayed at or whatsoever?! And i'm not only cursing those bangalahs but other ppl as well. Stupid assess. Make the ground so slippery too.
Tsk tsk, did i mention how INCONSIDERATE ppl are nowadays? Missed a bus cuz didn't get to board it; thick-headed ppl who couldn't be bothered to move to the back of the bus. Had to squeeze at the entrance of the next bus. Luckily my bro called and offered to fetch me home. Asked yati to come along since she lived in jurong west as well and aiyoyo the poor girl twisted her ankle again.
Aiyah actually i wanted to be home by 1 so can catch Interview With A Vampire on tv. Only managed to watch the last few parts. And was i glad to take a shower! Those spray contains some sticky foamy stuff; face, hair and hands were contaminated! I'll never ever go to town for countdown again! If u wanna go there for next year's countdown, go to yanzi's blog and check out important "MUST" pointers.
Lastly of coz, happy new year! :)
embraced the mystery
// 9:36 pm