Hello it's been a long time since I'd last updated. Kinda, scratch that, extremely lazy to blog again actually haha. Tomorrow I'll be doing a turnaround as my 2nd flight pattern. Not looking forward to it as usual. After last week's fiasco, I'm not so eager anymore, despite enjoying the LAX flights in and out, sigh. I know I shouldn't be complaining and stuff about my job, considering it's quite a coveted one, but still... Honestly it's not as glamourous as it looks man (not that I'd ever thought of it as one). There's so much hard work and so many things to memorize here and there, not that simple as it looks. And I'll most probably miss birthdays and
important dates can. I've missed my best friend's 21st + soon-missing-more-birthdays + soon-missing-3-months !! This is not how I like to spend my life, missing important occasions here and there because I hafta fly. I know it sounds so childish.. I miss my home too much as well.. And you, especially whenever I hafta work.
Aiya so many things la damn sian when I think about it. What else can help me pull through but the thought of being independent earning my own bucks and shopping overseas, which I'd very much prefer doing it with closed ones. This sucks I'm complaining too much. ARGH. They are right by saying training was the best period coz it was!
I'm doing NY pattern this Tuesday, will be back on Aug 15th I think. Until then..
embraced the mystery
// 12:29 pm
