proteo lab today. tedious waiting processes in between.
i dread going driving now. just don't wanna kena tt fucked up instructor again. my parents paid money for me to learn driving, and i'm certainly not gonna wanna waste it. i certainly don't need such a quiet instructor, particularly at such a crucial time for me - tp is nearing already lah. having him is like not having any guidance in the car at all.
it seems nothing is going well, doesn't it? awkwardness is screaming all over the place. i'm not angry with anyone, i was never angry. what do u call tt emotion when the heart is aching? tts whats i felt throughout. first move...how do u do that? i suck. is this really gonna end?
guess this may be over. things may never gonna be the same again. guess this is when my life is taking a turning point. i feel so resentful towards what had happened. why? of all people, of all matters, why must this sorta thing happen to me? other problems look so tiny to me now. and mine is tearing me apart.
embraced the mystery
// 11:31 pm
