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Thursday, March 30, 2006

if u think i talk too much, tell me. if u think what i say is crap, tell me. if u think my words are actually complaints and bitching, tell me. if u think my opinions are shit, tell me. if u don't like what i say, for fuck sake tell me. don't take me as a fool, and don't make me feel like one; that's the last thing i need.

whatever lah huh? i'm juz gonna shuddup already. thank goodness my interest is still strong, and that's what's gonna push me.

DRIVING SIMULATOR GIVES ME A HEADACHE LAH. yati still say like daytona pulak -.- but yah lah it does feel like daytona except the screen is concave and it's so hard to focus on it, bleahs. oh well, i'm juz so glad, coz i will've finally reached stage 3 when i go for my next driving lesson ((: but boohoo, it will be 12 days later before i get to go for another lesson after tml's. hope i dont forget lah har.

i want a tan badly can. i look too fair for my normal self le lah. these days have been pretty hectic for me to go sentosa at all, and it's been raining heavily -.- oh well see how lah har? hope to go to the beach in australia lahh, but it's gonna be damn cold lah howwwwwwww!? and i need to cut fat lah, tskkk.

i must do pp tml. i must i must i must. and i'm gonna bring my notebook with me to australia and write the remaining if i hafta. i must complete it like one week before school reopens. I MUST!

embraced the mystery
// 10:24 pm

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

i'm totally worn-out. ackk my whole body is aching badly, all thanks to 3 days of floorball, which were pretty intensive. juz so so tired...guess after the aussie trip, i'm prolly gonna take a break from floorball and shift my focus more on driving, fyp and my friends, whom i'd been neglecting much.

hehs I'VE PASSED MY FINAL THEORY TEST!!! before i clicked the "end test" button, was so scared lah can, coz there was at least 4 questions which i was unsure of. but oh well I PASSED!! =D then it was an hour of wait before i go for practical lesson. goodness me i was so damn blur today, drove pretty badly. when the instructor told me to signal left, i signaled right. when he said right, i signaled left *SLAPS FOREHEAD* mampos lahhh aiyo. and blardy hell it wanna rained how heavily juz now lahhhh can't see clearly at all lah! and i felt so dumb, coz i didn't know how to switch on the demister, windscreen wiper and headlights :x OH WELL! i've booked my slot tml for driving simulator, so it won't clash with the aussie trip briefing at 2pm. heard from yati tt the simulator is very fun, like daytona liddat, hehs. hoho, very soon, and i'm able to book for auto, then tp! *beams* well done ah ghui! =P

i need to take an ice bath asap. ohh and cut fat too, considering the huge sakae sushi feast i had with poh huei pin juz now :x AND PP! OMG i havent touched it in days and my personal deadline is in less than a week! TSKKKKKK!! and i haven't packed my luggage lahh can, confirm will kena nag by my dad again.

ooooooooo and i must mention, i got a nice "nightmare before christmas" card holder (((: but ehh, got one extra pig keychain ar, press and there's fake shit pooping outta it -.-

embraced the mystery
// 10:44 pm

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

aiyah, my "jack" kena accident and has lost his left leg, lols :X

had training at ite mac with jill being the coach for the day. she talked to us for almost 2 hours before we played a short friendly with the ite mac girls. aiyoyoyoooo the game was rather high in tempo and line-change was super superfast. then i had to embarrassed myself...coz when i backed, my legs somehow got tangled, and oh-goodness-me-BAM! i fell on my butt and sorta almost flip over, with my legs hanging in the air like that. tsk tsk, so clumsy.

anyway, some of us stayed after the friendly, and juz trained passes and shots, and also played game among ourselves! heheh i finally managed to train my slap shot sehhhh. but it is all thanks to the teacher lah huh =P

so yesterday was the last match for us in the league, and it was against the big boss. ackk i played badly, sucked big time. was so confused by their play, that most of the times i felt like an idiot. my passes are all koyak to the max, i hardly get to touch the ball much. but oh well nvm...it was a good experience after all (:

heheheh clubbing on 12 april! =D one last time before school starts. and i haf 1 week more to complete my report!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooo and from tml onwards, i am gonna be a good girl and wear my retainers religiously when i get them tml.

and i juz wanna say, chewy is the cutest pup everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. wat a darling ((((: but so damn naughty lah wah lau. oh well my family still sayang him lots despite tt, lols.

embraced the mystery
// 12:12 am

Saturday, March 25, 2006

it's official: my lappie has had its brain transplantation. sigh, the old hard disk was faulty, high possibility that all my data on both C and D drive is gone :( all the piccies, music, blog stuff, videos (MY DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES SEASON 1!!! MY SEX AND THE CITY EPISODES!!! MY WEDDING SINGER!!! *sobs*).......................no more..................poof! juz like that...

i juz realised my family desktop has plentiful of songs -.- gotta start making a list of songs i want, and start saving for an external hard disk XP then i can start transferring songs from deb's and my zens...wah lau ehh damn sian lahh, gotta redo and start from scratch again, sigh. so BEWARE PEOPLE! i'm gonna go around soon, to start stealing piccies and musics and videos, whatever i can get my hands on! hahaha =P

i cannot depend on my lappie anymore such that, i'm starting to write down my schedule instead of typing them away on excel calendar, sighs. freak lah, i forget wat time's my dental appointment this coming tuesday lah, how nyerr!? gotta rush pp as well, i've onli got 10 days to complete it, and i certainly do not wanna leave it till i return from australia. sighs, i wish i can juz leave everything behind and go out to enjoy myself but i can't...been procrastinating long enough...so i'm sorry to ifarm, for not going out today...

last match tml, and it's against moosettesz. eeks and i say again, i really really hope the team will be in full strength tml...play our hearts out against the big boss! (:

this is a reminder to myself and poh huei pin...
WE MUST START CUTTING FAT ALREADYYYYY!
my gran told me that my face looks so round like bak pia le lahhhhhh, tskkkk.
lols this means no more indulgence, no more sticky chewy choc ice cream, no more junk food, no more no moreeeeeee! :(((

i miss u lah. so much can. bleahs.

embraced the mystery
// 2:08 pm

Friday, March 24, 2006

my lappie has once again, GONE BONKERS!!! eeyer, and it's juz when i was gonna sit down and work on my pp!!!!!! i can't enter windows at all lahhh...omg lah i'm juz praying hard tt i won't hafta reformat, at least not yet lahhhhhhh :(

i'd finally met my pp subject alice chung, and OMG she's really cool i must say. very friendly, and quite a joker, haha. watched them trained awhile, and whoa it got me absorbed such that i was listening intently to the coach as well, lols :x wheelchair tennis, definitely not an easy sport...i'm deeply impressed.

okokokokokies gotta get changed to go schooooooooooooooool, to it helpdesk, then to nokia centerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, bleahs.

don't doubt my words, don't doubt my feelings, don't doubt me.

embraced the mystery
// 12:43 pm

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

okiesssssssss i am blogging lah =P

driving tml again in the afternoon; i'm gonna learn u-turn, scary nyer! then i'm finally gonna meet my subject for my pp! heng lah the tennis court she trains at is near my area lahh, at japanese garden, hehs. gotta crack my brain to think of more questions to ask her lahh, onli got 8 qns lah! quite nervous but excited nyer! coz she's gonna pick me up in her bike! woo like cool is that?!

"yours, mine and ours" is a pretty decent movie. watched it with deb, then it was seafood platter for her, and 2 darn huge pieces of swordfish collar for me =P but it's yummy lahh; i love the garlic lemon butter sauce!! then i had to go grocery shopping. lols i felt AND must have looked super auntie, but aiyah dont care lah.

yays my problem of locking my wrist when i play floorball is getting better (: thanks to u =P

i miss u.

embraced the mystery
// 11:56 pm

Sunday, March 19, 2006

chewy has become so naughty lah. he keeps biting ppl can, but tts prolly coz he's teething now bah =/ oh well, he's still as lovable and cute as ever ((((: everyone in the family dotes on him so much, and tt silly pup is really like a baby lah aiyooooo, sooo geram nyer!

adroits vs pinkies, 1-3.
it was one of the most tiring matches for me; there weren't enough defenders, namely only liying, aw (who dropped back from center) and myself. changes weren't made well and fast, i was way worn-out before a period ended. =/ in fact i think ytd's match was also the one with the least number of players.

goalie: yanzi
defenders: aw liying sher
centers: fish meiwei
forwards: liz jasmine sharon aishah rafidah natthida

erm sorry if i missed out on anyone's name...as u know lah, memory not very fantastic :x nevertheless, it was a great game. everyone played well, put up a good fight. the team eh...aiyah, our playing is like rollercoaster can; one week we'd do well while the other we'd play badly -.- next week vs moosettesz alreadyyyyyy, like omg lah. in fact, i think this match is like the final stage of a game, where we would meet and fight the big big boss :x wahhhh tolong tolong bo bi bo bi ehh, don't let us screw up this last match. i hope the team will be there in full strength...(: coz to play with only 3 defenders, tiring tau! =P

i am 18 years old, not 8 years old. why can't u folks trust me and give me more freedom? must i really be locked up at home all day to be considered "a good girl"? i appreciated being cared for, but isn't this too much? why must my friends always be seen as "bad influence" when they really aren't? even if they are, why don't i see myself smoking and doing all the bad stuff? juz becoz u might not have had any true friends, doesn't mean all friends are bad, doesn't mean all of my friends are bad. i'm not insensible, i know what is bad and good, i know how to differentiate. all i want at times is juz some fun; i don't even go clubbing often at all. i hate being the only girl, i hate being the youngest, i hate being overprotected. i'm not a frickin' blardy softie gu niang lah! arghhh!

embraced the mystery
// 11:23 pm

Saturday, March 18, 2006

yawns, still bleary-eyed after 2-hour nap. went for driving lessons early in the morning at 8am, and straight away another one at 9.50am; 10 min break like no break liddat. bleahs, i kena the instructor which winno was talking abt, bo chup one. hmmm okies lah, hafta say he's damn quiet, unlike the other instructors i'd have. and he instructed me drive, drive all the way till clementi mrt area there before exiting, and all can. omg it was super scary. and my lane-changing is atrocious, bleahs.

match with pinkies later at 8pm. ack, hope i'm energized enough to play, really lethargic these days...in fact, i dunno how i'm gonna run later, when my butt hurts so much. YESSS very painful leh! after driving when i get outta the seat, omg cannot tahan, like macam kena toned liddat seh.

okok dah, gotta take a quick shower now, don't wanna be late again.

embraced the mystery
// 3:42 pm

Thursday, March 16, 2006

my butt is aching like mad, no thanks to driving today. my left heel is not allowed to touch the floorboard while controlling the clutch lah -.- hees, i passed final theory evaluation! beams* booked final theory test on 29th this month. gonna have 2 lessons each tml and saturday, and 1 on sunday. damn busy lah, muz catch up. i'm supposed to be quite good with stage 1 stuff considering i've gone for 7 lessons already, BUT, i'm not, my moving off is damn poor, and my feet coordination is damn sucky. and the engine stalled many times when i was out on the road!

YESSSS! i'm finally driving out on the road. damn blardy nervous, but thank goodness my instructor for today is very funny and nice. a malay chap, btw, and a darn joker. kept telling me to say, "yes sir" instead of "yah", and and, he said this to me when i was abt to leave (since he was talking abt singapore idol previously), "so u've learn to sing a song lah, 'i dream, i can drive...' "... LOL funny like hell!

so i've made some opinions known. these days not many are upfront abt their feelings abt what's happening, but really, there is something wrong and nothing is being done abt it. yes sure, i'm blogging abt this online now instead of voicing out vocally, but if i hafta do so, there's no doubt i will.

dammit i forgot to contact my pp subject today! arghhh!

embraced the mystery
// 11:19 pm

i'd juz booked my driving lessons like nobody's business liddat. yessss, i went nuts over chionging it, that i've booked in total of 14 lessons from tml thurs till april 13th, giving time for pp (i finally got the new number of my subject -.-), aussie trip and fyp; which reminds me, i muz email my team abt it already lahhh, haven't heard anything abt it yet can! hehes, gonna go for driving at 0950hrs later, and it will be my first time out on road, coz i've finally applied PDL! yayyys! then it would be final theory practice and evaluation in the afternoon. then i'll hafta contact my pp subject already; muz finish pp report by end of next week!!!

omg lah, ni ke's driving center so cool can! got e-learning one lahhhh!

oh yes, i'm desperate to complete everything before 26 sept this year, otherwise i'll kena from my parents lahh. sigh, who ask me lah, didn't go for many lessons in the last 6 months. oh well, gonna be really really busy with driving and pp and fyp during this hols, coz as i've mentioned it in the previous entry, they are now my top priorities.

oh yahhhh, i muz also remember to send my lappie to acer for repair/servicing (whatever u call tt) if possible =/ something wrong with my usb port lah, and now i can't transfer songs to my zen, super stuck with the same old songs -.- AND ALSO, my handphone to nokia for servicing! i muz complain lahhh, the phone so slow, camera makes faces fat, and ringtone not loud and clear enough!

aiyaaaa muz save money already lahhh, bleahs. still need to pay my folks back the 500 bucks =( oh well, i can do it lah har, so optimistic sehhh ((: pray hard tt this sudden hardworking streak in me doesn't die off.

embraced the mystery
// 12:15 am

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

NEVER TAKE MY STUFF WITHOUT MY PERMISSION, ESPECIALLY IF YOU DO NOT PLAN TO PUT IT BACK LATER!

that would be a message to my dearest~~stupid~~ brothers who cannot seem to understand my simple words; words that have been told to them over and over again, i wonder why. never fail to get on my nerves. and YES i find this really irritating.

shall take dinner soon and plan my schedule for the remaining hols, for driving lah, for pp lah, for fyp lah; my top priorities now.

last sunday till today, was at yanzi's chalet. the main highlight i can say about it...MAHJONG!!! hehe ppl who played include yanzi, joey, duck, deb, carmen, yati, joreen, aisyah & melvin. so fun lah! first night some of us played mahjong, while yanzi + hilman + khalique + melvin played dunno wat card game tt got them screaming and laughing and throwing the poker cards all over the place lahh. second night was spent playing mahjong with joreen + deb + yanzi, while joey and duck was sleeping upstairs again -.- played and makaned cup noodles, and chatted abt stuff. am glad i'm not the only one who feels tt way abt the whole situation (:

aiyoyoyoyoooo i think most of us has contracted the "post-mahjong-syndrome", kept thinking of playing it, tskkk addicted already lahh. HOW!?

i'm craving badly for satay now as well. jia lat man.

embraced the mystery
// 7:14 pm

Sunday, March 12, 2006

firstly, a happy 21st bday to our dearest goalie yanzi! ((:

wooooo chalet tml! hehe away from home for 2 nights! can sleep at some ungodly hour, eat bbq food, drink and juz have fun! okies i'm nuts. but juz need to get away from the outside world for awhile.

i've got 2 blue-blacks from today's match; one on the knee, the other on the shin. ackk and i accidentally made louise fell and she sprained her ankle pulak. ok lah u won't see this but i'm sorry again yeahs.

complacency, will this ever get out of the team's system? i dunno wat the hell was wrong with me today, played so badly.

i'll be upfront abt how i feel:
i don't like u #52. and i don't even know u! but this is saying something; i don't usually dislike ppl just like that, esp if i haven't interacted with them and such, but u...special case...one of the rarest in fact. sad to say, u're a really huge turn-off =/ insulting the rp girls won't get u nowhere. why would one wanna be a bitch, which would only let ppl dislike u? oh well, i'm sorry if i sound mean, but i juz dislike u so much, and i'm not shy to admit it.

stupid pimples, i still wanna squeeze them! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

it was the 1st month yesterday (:

embraced the mystery
// 12:23 am

Saturday, March 11, 2006

nanny mcphee! what a delightful movie ((:

goodness im having one of the worst breakouts lah; huge red pimples everywhere!! irritating! juz wanna squeeze everyone of them to get the hard yellow pus out! tskkkkk how!?!?!?!?!? they are driving me nuts!

match with skools youth tml. hmmm hoping for a win; last year's defeat was so darn close and suay. and it's frickin' early; 10am! means i gotta wake at 6.30am *faints.

shall update more tml, can't think of anything else to write, bleahs.

embraced the mystery
// 12:01 am

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

dear santa,
i know it's too early to write to you now, but i just want you to know...............i don't ask for much, juz that i would like a whole body shop shop for myself. if you make my wish come true, i promise to be a better girl (since i AM a good girl already, hiak :x). thank you! ((:

OK YES I AM NUTS! so many stuff at body shop that i want lahhhh can.

fyp is driving me nuts. pp as well; juz when i wanna contact my subject, the number turned out to be not in use. GREAT, juz great. school work...i juz wanna run away from them forever.

some girl thinks she damn funny lah, give me this kinda layout when she help me take chili sauce =P

last saturday's match with jupitans, 3-0, we lost. hmmms according to ruyi, we played really well...i dunno abt myself. got worn out easily; felt so stressed and super tired that i broke down during 2nd period, no idea why i'd felt those pressure. and again, the mucus kept flowing nonstop -.-

darling chewy again! (((:

and dearest joreen, ur hair looks FINE lah, wah lau, tskkk.

embraced the mystery
// 12:18 am