great, i'm losing concentration now. i'm just so sick of it already. sure, it's not the first time. plus, it's not as if i've been settling stuff on my own all the time. but what i do, the effort i put in, be it little or whatsoever, does it get appreciated? my words, do they matter at all?
no. never.
or am i only useful when i'm needed?
fuck, now i'm prolly sounding like a childish petty bitch.
maybe i am.
whatever.
-edited-
this entry was written in a fit of anger. after 15 minutes, in my usual style, i'm fine. sorry but weird ppl is liddat one.
embraced the mystery
// 11:19 am
