hopeless. that's what i've become when it comes to love and relationship stuff.
been thinking about this for some time, even when i was writing the previous emo entry. it's like when i talk to ppl about this kinda stuff, i seem really...withdrawn and hopeless about it. well, what can i say? the last relationship taught me never to get too close to a guy esp in such a short time. and honestly, i have no idea if i could give my whole heart out and trust another like before again. like hello? it's my heart at stake man. i know i shouldn't generalize guys based on what i'd been through, but well, once bitten twice shy. even my own brothers seem like jerks to me at times.
ah fuck it. relationships are nothing but heartbreak and trouble. it will be in a million years before a guy comes along and sweep me off my feet. i may still be hoping for tt fairytale crap, but i ain't looking for nothing. rolls eyes* i'm not some desperado.
yawns, not bad an entry, when i just woke up. craving for chocolate donuts.
embraced the mystery
// 12:16 pm
