dang i think i'm damn bored. watching the 2 russell peters videos i have repeatedly lah. procrastinated, didn't do pp in the end, sigh. hafta schedule my driving too. so many things. gotta really get things started after i come back from KL.
-----------------------------------------------------------------how many times i wished things hadn't turned out the way they are. but the past can't be rewritten; it's gone. what am i to do? learn from it, let go, and move on, no matter how painful and heavy my heart can get. experiences are what made us stronger and wiser. i fell badly when u left me drowning in my tears; never once did u try to save me. but, what a blessing in disguise. it juz dawned on me that there are people out there who never meant the words they said. sadly, u had to be the one to open up my eyes. whether u meant it when u said those 3 words, i will never know.
u said friends are unreliable, but i think otherwise. how could i have believed that we could last forever when we had such opposing views? without my friends, i could never pick myself up. they were the ones who were constantly there for me when i was down and out. i'm so ashamed when i think back on the times i distanced myself from them for u. with that, my deepest apologies to my dearest friends.
am i gonna give up on love? i'm still that same girl, who foolishly hopes for a happily-ever-after fairytale in her life. let's just say...it's not gonna be easy for me to trust another guy enough to be close to him. that guy whom i fell for...yes i do love him, and i always will, but it doesn't change anything, it doesn't matter. he no longer exists.
it's over.
for ws, the reminiscence of a forgotten love.
embraced the mystery
// 12:31 am
