tomorrow at this time

Sunday, November 06, 2005

this is mad. i slept at 4 and woke up now! yawning like mad but eeks, can't get back to sleep no more. but yay! there's aladdin series on tv now! =D and wow, i love this song by alanis morrisette; it's actually a favourite. her voice is crazy! if only i can do this song - sad to say, my attempt at impersonating her sounds horrible.

so i didn't get the fila shoes at imm. turned out the ppl at the imm branch kept size 7 for me instead of 6. arghh and they kept avoiding answering me when i enquire them abt it; my brothers were waiting outside in the car and i didn't wanna be too long. tsk, if you ppl kept wrongly and didn't have the size, then tell me straight lah. do i look like those kinda customers that would start screaming and be unreasonable? NO! i've worked in sales line before, i'd know better than to be a bitch (customer version).

went out with ifarm again on friday, though winnie's missing :( yes yes i miss u woman! haha! jennofer came to pick me up in school; i was worried she might get lost so i asked her to give me the license plate number of the bus, and i will board the bus instead of her looking out for me. bleh there wasn't much for us to walk about so we headed to bk to eat; i was starving like hell. AND I'VE GOT MY SHOES! hees juz a simple basic black ones. and i couldn't resist buying this gorgeous necklace jenno pointed out few days before. one more woohoo thing is..........i got myself a new pair of geeky specs! it's orange-brown in colour, and damn i'm loving it.

lol what is up with my expression man.

went out with hema yesterday, it was kinda last minute notice but i'm cool with it. had so much talking and laughing and bitching ^_^ we did a good deed - donated some money to some charity stuff which both of us have forgotten what it was abt.

the product of our kindness.

yikes i juz couldn't stop looking at necklaces, those beaded ones esp, they're just so pretty! got a long pretty white one that has some shells on it. had our dinner at the same bk i went with jenno, and more laughters erupted of course. there was this guy who looked damn girl, but his voice sounded like a duck. both of us juz couldn't tahan, kept laughing nonstop. this hema huh, got so many theories of how women should be treated - many hilarious drama mama acts. i told her, she and her friend should just do a standup comedy, and being themselves would be funny enough to get a full house.

bleahs ok, i'm babbling again.

i feel so...enlightened and relieved, that things actually ended. come to think of it, it's like a blessing in disguise for me. oh, and if lying eases your soul, then so be it. may i just say, there's so much freedom for me now, since i don't have to worry if my bf would get jealous or being possessive if i hang out with friends or do things which would take me away from him. i don't hafta worry if every step i take is another mistake to him. i forgot how fun it is being single, how good it feels being just me...though, sad to say, because of you, i find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me, esp guys. do they truly mean what they said, or simply just great pretenders?

so girls, u know u better watch out. coz some guys are only about that thing.
this applies to the guys as well. u know u better watch out. coz some girls are only about that thing.

OH AND ONE LAST THING! i will be ah chong's jie mei when she marries in 5 years' time. and and, my seat will be just next to the red table. THANK YOU AH CHONG!

embraced the mystery
// 10:31 am