it's a nice bright day today. if things had happened differently, right now i might be getting ready to go out to receive one with open arms which have missed a certain presence. here i am now, fighting that nervousness growing as the time draws nearer. ain't got no idea why i'm feeling nervous for.
what does love mean to one nowadays? is it juz for that particular moment when they said that 3 special words, or for a lifetime? honestly, i really wonder why there are so many out there who can say those 3 special words so easily, and the next moment, it's like they nvr meant what they said. what, is love just some play thing now, something u can make use of while whispering sweet nothings?
i know i can never do this. i'm just not made to be like that.
(don't bother to tag this entry pls. not fucking interested to have any comments.)
embraced the mystery
// 12:24 pm
