watching "kindred spirit" now. this shengxiao character reminds me so much of someone; a girl whom i used to know. and that girl was me.
she was superficial, she didn't treasure her bf when he was around, until they separated did she realise how much he truly meants to her. she never knew how much she loved him at all.
You've learned that being depressed about the past only delays your progress.this is the main thing that's said abt my horoscope today. honestly? i think it's right. what's the use of being depressed abt the past? does it help me to change my bad points? does it help me study harder? does it help me get motivated to train harder in floorball? apparently not. i can't be stuck in this phase forever, i will either go crazy or kill myself. and i certainly do not want either of those to happen. i went through 4 weeks which had been hell for me. looking back, i feel so stupid abt my words and action. and damn do the weeks passed real quickly.
let nature takes its course.
embraced the mystery
// 5:03 pm
