i didn't make the choice to learn driving. u forced me to, and now u're nagging coz i don't show interest at all. i've said it right from the start, i never wanted to learn it now, later is fine with me. but u wouldn't accept it at all. u want me to devote my time to it as well, even though i've said i've got other committments like school and floorball. if that is the case, i've got no time for myself to enjoy then. i'm 18 already, not 8 years old. It feels great to be given freedom and why can't u juz let me enjoy it? for the past 18 years of my life, i've always been a good girl, nvr wanted to defy nor rebel against you. i don't like to drink, neither do i smoke. when i go out, i hardly come home late at all. even now, when i'm sick, i don't wanna see a doc coz it'll be a waste of money for you. but do u realise these at all? u don't even know that partly because of you, my r/s got hurt and as a result i lost a special someone...
i didn't attend school today. so damn tired, and my cough isn't getting better. oh no, i'm feeling drowsy now, no thanks to cough mixture and flu tablet.
yes u read correctly, COUGH MIXTURE! one of the things i hate so much, coz of its yucky taste. this is no good, how am i supposed to do notes when i'm so woozy in the head?
embraced the mystery
// 11:49 am
