all refreshed, fed and erm, yah.
i didn't wear a skirt as planned, due to unforseen circumstances. met liyana before going up to class and yay we formed our own group. med tech is ok, but gets really complicating with the different blahblah cytes. bleahs i muz really do notes on it asap, otherwise i'm gonna lag behind badly. and OOOOOO guess what? i received a stalk of pink rose! haha nice...i rarely get things like that. and now it's flattened cuz i put it inside my bag when i was on the bus to the driving centre =x
so, i had my first theory lesson for driving juz now. it was ok, but i was so tired that i kept dozing off. ack and the instructor knew i wasn't paying attention! cuz he ask everyone individually their answer to a qn, and after i've answered, he said something like "u didn't pay attention but u answered so thank you" -_- embarrassing. poor me, was having cramps but took medicine and THANKFULLY the pain eased soon after. otherwise i'm a goner, cuz i was really cold at that time.
well so, juz gotta say, life may suck big time now since situation's different, BUT, life still has to go on, doesn't it? yeah i admit, i was devestated in the afternoon, what's more add that with a discovery i made yesterday. BUT, i cannot go on like that forever, juz need to get more used to it. i hafta understand why things have ended like that and accept it.
this is life. there are both ups and downs, all part and parcel of life. u are right, living here is harsh. life itself
is very harsh. the goal of life is up to me to find. whatever happens, either i hafta be strong and accept it, or fall terribly. and sad to say, i still am not strong enough. but i will do all i can to be; i'm sure going through this phase would make me grow up.
OUCH MY CRAMP IS CREEPING BACK AGAIN!!! T_T
embraced the mystery
// 9:57 pm
