my family is important to me. my friends are important to me.
my
boyfriend is important to me as well.
i don't play around when it comes to relationship.
i don't abandon old for new.
i haven't change drastically; i'm still the same old me.
only difference is my mindset.
because i feel i can see things clearer than b4.
i used to think it's silly to be so close to boyfriend.
if next time break won't i be damn upset? (been there done that)
but to be very honest, it became clear to me that it all depends who u're with.
yes i may be too young to say this,
but damn am i really happy with the guy i'm with now.
friends are of course, always important to me.
currently it's juz the position of importance change.
but have i abandoned my friends?
have i not be there for them, trying my very best to advise them when they're down?
or did i simply juz ignore with the same replies of "dont be sad" and "okok"?
which certainly do not help at all?
the only thing tt i'm guilty of is not being there physically.
but if i have the heart and patience to advise and console, is this not enough to replace the missing physical prescence of me?
and do i get appreciated when i try to help?
i hope so...
juz because i always try to be there in any situations, doesn't mean i will be forever.
i do have my own life to keep track of.
i dare say that when one gets involve in a relationship,
it's impossible to spend as much time with friends like b4.
if majority of time still has to be spent with friends,
then what's the point of a relationship?
the only difference is the amount of time spent.
and this is
not abandonment.
i thought friends should understand...
but of coz, until they're in the position...
nothing changes me.
i
choose to change.
and that's only my mindset.
but i'm still happy.
i quote from ah san's blog:
true frens never complain that you haven't been around them lately or haven't been talking much to them... they'll just appreciate you calling and talking to them no matter how long after...i'm disappointed.
embraced the mystery
// 11:58 am
