geez i need to pop some happy pills. been getting really sadded these days. like now while i'm typing, i'm upset about something...no it has nothing to do with those previous entries. ack whateverrrr. my entries are getting more and more pathetic, describing how sad my life is and blah blah yada yada yada, like anyone will even bother liddat; i'm too non-existant, like what i mentioned b4, i disappear into thin air also makes no difference to anyone.
argh there i go again! i'm muz be irritating everyone, cuz i'm irritated with myself now! how much more pathetic can i get?

i need these badly :(
embraced the mystery
// 12:57 am