arggghhh i can't sleep! watching a repeat of "America's Next Top Model" season 1 now. tried sleeping for like an hour but there's so many things swimming in my mind :( main one is about working. i haven't been working for so long liao. Kept thinking how awkward it will be when i return in april (considering i'm having floorball committments till end of march). I've always been the quiet girl in the company; i can talk comfortably only with a handful of colleages. Sigh, the only one whom i hit it off so well has already left the company last may :( Oh well...like what i've been saying for a thousand zillion times, i'm only shy and kinda anti-social when i'm with ppl i'm not really familiar with...but i'm not dao okie...i juz take a super long time to warm up to ppl...like, i've already been with the company for over a year, although i work onli full-time for 4 months...but i can't seem to warm up to most of them there; they're really friendly but...
AIYAH I DUNNO LAH! Blabbering again!
Ok i'm juz gonna watch the show finish since it's ending in like 5 mins, then off to dreamland.
embraced the mystery
// 1:50 am
