So frickin' pissed juz now. My dad chided me for spending too much time on floorball again. And kept going on and on about me studying last min for ut tml. To me i don't feel i'm being last minute. I was even honest about vb being my weakest module. At least my purpose of staying back in school is to study and not play floorball right. I admit, i have been spending lots of time on floorball, but at least i didn't spend those time going out and such right. Would they rather me hanging out on the streets doing nothing constructive, even creating trouble or do sports? All my life i've been a good obedient girl, always listen to them and hardly go out during the hols. Now that i'm gonna turn 18 this year and in poly already, so why can't they juz let me do something which i love?! Muz i always stay at home & study my guts out all the way?! That's like having no life! I'm no longer a little girl. Sigh dunno lah.
Was juz looking through old pics from the floorball site. Pics from hangouts, IVP and jersey day! Haha...reminded me how "anti-social" and quiet i was last time...used to find it hard to talk to the floorball peepz(as i've said, i'm SHY around new crowd)...in fact, bet u guys prolly didnt know this but i used to feel left out. So left out that there were times i didn't wanna go for trainings. Could recall my surprise when i was chosen to go for the IVP cuz certainly, i wasn't progressing as fast as the other chosen ppl. Hmmmmm getting benched at the match against NTU is still fresh in my mind. It certainly didn't feel good at all. Ack, dunno what i'm talking about now. Sigh sadded...
But at least now, i'm so much closer to the peepz! Haha can't remember when was the time i opened up and talk more instead of juz keeping to myself :)
Lolz nickee and i are mad ppl. Had a dramatic convo juz now and goodedness so hilarious! Oh, and fish is such an innocent girl sia. Laughed like mad when going home with them juz now. Haha that girl somemore say we so excited when it comes to that topic! No lor! :p
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embraced the mystery
// 11:11 pm
