Great, to make me angrier, i found a cd which comes in a set that i borrowed from my friend for my brother to watch on the staircase.
DAMMIT!!! BLOODY STUPID IDIOTIC JERK!!! IRRESPONSIBLE!!! The cd set does NOT belong to me! And i wuz dumb enough to borrow for him to watch since he wuz away in camp! I can't stand this anymore...everything is going wrong for me on a day which i thought to be a happy one. And...
he doesn't seem to notice me one bit nowadays...i think all along it wuz wishful thinking on my part that he might like me after all...hah, how much sillier can i get? Hah, life sucks...hate it...no one gives a damn abt how i feel...
embraced the mystery
// 9:01 pm
