My flight was freaking delayed for nearly 2 bloody hours last night. One good thing that came outta it was that I didn't hafta go back to the office for briefing. The flights were ok, the seniors and instructors I got were great, especially on the way to Japan I enjoyed a lot. Then I come to think about my situation. It isn't so bad after all, I do enjoy the job I just hate being away from home so much. And then I compare myself to my maid; I'm so much more fortunate than her such that I get to call home and be home for a few days before I fly again, whereas for her she has to be away from home for 2 whole years - the only means of communication is through letters which take so long to send out and receive, because calling is too expensive. And here I am complaining and crying about being away too often. This is the problem with most people now, they complain too much about their life without thinking that it isn't so bad after all, that there are others who aren't as lucky, who would love to exchange places with them. I'm ashamed to be such a person. I'll just continue this for as long as I could la.

Right now I feel like the oldest sister instead of the other way round. My brothers are kinda running wild again like before. I've nagged and preached and nagged again until they hafta stop me like how they stop my parents' naggings. Whatever la, I just hope they come to their senses and stop being so stupid asap.

And finally after like what, 4 months? I went back to RP for floorball training. My goodness only one shift into the game and I'm panting like nobody's business, so tiring man I wonder how I did it last time. I was blah and blur in drills, I can no longer do 1st-time shots nor can I do slap shots, not that I've tried the latter yet because I'm so confident of embarrassing myself. Alas, I hafta face the fact that I've dropped 10-storeys; I didn't use to be good, and now I'm just plain blah bad. And I used to think I could juggle both my job and floorball, how wrong I am. Hate to admit that I get the pangs when I think about the past or read about current floorball stuff going on or just listening to people telling me about floorball. It made me realise how much I miss.. everything.

My laptop is waging some war against me, can't view my cbox tagboard neither can I enter cbox site so yes people I can't see and I don't know what you guys have been typing in my tagboard. And whenever I do a right click on any folder I get some funny CA antivirus shit popping up. My room is a mess despite packing it a million times, my toilet always have those tiny roaches running about goodness knows where the hell they come from. And I have no time to fix everything! Or maybe I'll do once I stop procrastinating..

Oh yes, 10 days from now shall we Play again people? (: